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Hey..... Just a lil about me.... Im 35.....a single mom .... have a beautiful daughter..... Her name is Krista..... she is my heart!!
 I work in hotel managment.... in my spare time I like to do things with my baby girl.... play on my puter..... and just hang out with my friends.  Hope you enjoy my home page!!!

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  Here are just a few poems I wanted to share!!

~~Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race. 
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair. 
Please look a little deeper, 
way down deep inside. 
And although you may not see it, 
I have a lot to hide. 
Behind my clothes the secrets lie, 
behind my smile, I softly cry. 
Please look a little deeper,
and maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl, 
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her, 
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care. 
Please just get to know her, 
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough, 
you'll find the real me.

 


~~Have you ever thought you loved a person
As truly, deeply and profoundly as possible
Then one day you realize
Its much more than you could have ever imagined
A feeling so intense that it can bring you to the point of tears
A simple touch is like fire
The slightest distance seems like millions of miles
Where you wish the smallest glance would last forever
And the longest embrace is not long enough
You come to know that you need this person
More than life itself
You sit and wish you could hear their voice
A magical whisper upon the breeze
Moments apart seem like eternity
The time spent together
Are the times you live for
Nothing more
Nothing less
You truly live for this person

 

 


~~ As I sit here on this chair,
   I cant help but wonnder if
       u will always be there.
 
      Will u ever love me?
       Like the way I do?,
       Are you the "one" for me?
   Am I the "one" for you?. 
 
What we have, will continue to grow?,
      Or will it someday no longer show.
 
  Are you the one im going to grow old with?,
      Or wil we fade away like the morning bliss?
 
     Im sorry, I cant help but wonder this     
     every single day,
    But for now all I can do is cherish you and 
     love you in every single way.......

 
 
 
~~You share a time in heaven
Its all you'll have till then
When he comes to you in thought
And takes your heart again.
 
 This fantasy is all that's left
His image tattooed there
His goodbye etched in time anew
Inside till he is there.
 
Then once again you're "the most"
The one that he loves too
His flesh upon your flesh to come
Then more and more to woo.
 
 He whispers that adoring you
Has come to him this time
He breaths you in then turns you out
Whispers, "Forever...mine!"
 
 He speaks of plans he cannot keep
You hold in all your fears
He is the precious beat of time
He doesn't know your tears.
 
He takes your heart then speeds away
You cherish thoughts again
When he returns to speak of love
Lay where his heart has been.
 
 If time were not as giving
Then nature surely would
Give to two this time for life
If only "Ifs"... just could.

 
 
 
 

  ~~After all of the stress,

Life gets to be too much.

There's a place in my heart

No one can touch.

Through all of the heartache,

Through all of the pain,

I can't see sunshine,

All I know is rain.

The light in the tunnel

Has somehow burnt out.

Talking does no good.

I need to scream.

I wanna shout!

So to all of the people

who think I'm ok,

I'm only surviving day by day.~~

9/25/05

 

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What's New?

hey.....its been a LONG time since ive updated.......just figured out my password....LOL  hope you enjoy the new pics and poems!!!
 
 
 Poems....

     ~~ Somewhere in my heart beyond my pride holds a secret desire deep down inside.
     A desire for a love to charish and to hold  a need for a love to call my own.
       Someone who can be there and being my best friend,
    Someone who can restore my faith in love once again.
       Someone who can respect all I can be,
    Someone who can commit and love only me.
    Someone who can realese me from fears,
       someone who can be there to whipe away my tears.
     This is like a dream that is yet to come true,
       Or so I beleived until I found you......

 
 
 
 
 
~~Another night without you
Feeling all alone
I'm sitting by my bed
Waiting for your call
 
I feel the need to hear from you
Those words that makes me smile,
Those words I hold so truly
Deep within my heart
 
Your voice I long to hear
So I can sleep tonight
The softness of your whispers
That makes me feel alive
 
So gentle and so soothing,
I long to hear you say
How you love me more and more
Every passing day
 
It's hard to be without you,
I need you by my side
To hold you through this night
And kiss your lips goodnight
 
I can't wait 'till sunrise
To begin a brand new day
I'm feeling lost and empty
Missing you this way
 
But somehow I feel comfort
Knowing you're in me
I lay my hand above my heart
And feel you so deeply
 
I'll try to go to sleep now
Although this night isnt right
I need you to be here
To kiss your lips goodnight

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I remember in the beginning, I wanted you so bad

I wanted to feel your touch, feel your breath on my skin

I wanted to feel your lips against mine because I knew you would make me melt

Once I had that.....

I needed you so bad.

I needed to feel your touch, feel your breath on my skin

I needed to feel your lips against mine becasue they always made me melt.

Now............

Im trying to remember wanting you so bad

Im trying to remember your touch, your breath on my skin

Im trying to remember your lips against mine, and trying to remember how they made me melt.

I dont think its fair to give someone their dream and just take it away.

I dont understand how I am expected to stop caring and stop wanting and needing you.

Every night you lay beside me with no emotion,

I lay there wanting just some sign of affection. a hug, a kiss, a cuddle, anything to know you still care. Every day I think this will be the day that you finally forgive me for whatever it is that you are holding on so tight to. You say you love me and I want so much to believe that it is true but my heart is so empty that I cant.

10/10/05

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